Goodbye, my Emily

I have a beautiful, wonderful, amazing friend. And she has left me today.

 I feel like we have always been friends but it's been in the last few months that that friendship has been cemented. 

She has been a light in my life and a joy to have around. I admire her a lot and considering she is 9 years my junior, it's hilarious to me that we are such good friends. 

No, she's not dying. 

She is returning home and then going out to go on a mission. 

And I will miss her terribly.

I don't have the words at the moment to express anything, really. Just acknowledgment of her being gone as of an hour ago. 

Yes, I will see her in June as I travel down through Nevada, but it's still that goodbye that I hate so much. 

Yes, there is modern technology that keep people connected, even when far away. 

But I'm a selfish human being. I want those who are near and dear close by. 

(Says the girl that is moving..) 

Oh, my dear Emily. It is an honor and privilege to call you friend. To have you in my life. 

You will do so much good in this world and work wonders.

I miss you already.

 As these days draw to a close, of her departure and the coming of mine, I am reminded of these amazing people I have met in Seattle and how grateful I am.

I thank God everyday for their presence and influence in my life. 

But typical me. Don't know how good it is until it's gone.