Amanda's crazy train

It's almost 1 am. I have this guy I know who constantly asks me what I'm thinking. It doesn't help that I have a perpetual smirk on my face and/or blush rather easily that I guess gives him reason to wonder? It's incredibly annoying- the blushing-but back to the point.

 The Amanda train of thought can go from various things, including; 

-Scotland and last minute paperwork for Glasgow. 

-Ugh- my latest cringe worthy offense. Yikes I'm so awkward 

-In the heights - the musical, which generally has me pathetically rapping the songs with Usnavi. 

-Hey I'm teaching tomorrow on the plan of salvation. I should use Travis' picture he did... 

-Gosh I'm leaving Seattle... Is this good? Is it right? Can I come back ? Man I love it here.... 

-I need to make cookies for linger longer 

-Will you ask me to stay.

-Ooh cringe again. Why did you (me) DO that... 

-suddenly I want to watch Dawson's creek with Christine. 

- fiddle/violin lessons- 2 weeks from now.. Hope that works out. Uh oh- I'm gonna drive everyone nuts 

-when's mom coming again? Tea? Bayside? Veronica Mars 

-Need to work on my writing. I finally realized the middle and how it is going to pan out. But why does she kill him? She's kind of crazy... It could be for the original point of an experiment.

-(Smirk) gosh that (he) smells delicious

 -oh yikes.. I hope no one saw that... Heard that. Did I say it out loud? Can they read my thoughts? Like in that Heimerdinger book? Eddie Fantastic. 

-shiny!! 

-29 things!! Bah

-gosh I'm a whole bag of crazy 

There. That's what I'm currently thinking. 

G'night